I am sure it happend to many people, sometimes you just doing something without reliazing it,you dont even know what you doing, but you just must do it otherwise you regret it, there is a big conflict between the good and bad, and what will happen after. but we live now, and it's happening now.. and it's gorgeous!
ps. apologize to all who have no idea what the hell is this about 
but that does not mater really
petr
